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2006-01-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

damn i love my wallet.

Anyway..school started, boring year starts, blah blah blah.

then there was the adventure camp thingy. loads of people found it, traumatising, scary, and other lame stuff....but between talking about kumar's shlong and sleeping with a tree root in my back, i found it pretty cool. bats rock.came back and wandered around parkway with my huge bag for awhile.

chi new year school celebrations were totally, totally, totally boring. i mean.... whats up with the top "dawg" rap contest? wtf? i could have written better material in my sleep.

chinese new years comming....mums pestering me to buy red clothes.

i finally finished watching sin city. sadistic show. but really funny sense of morbid humour. and....damn, Jessica Alba is hot.

Wow....What A Year

2006-01-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

2005.....good and bad memories.
slacked,

failed,

died,

saw hell,

came back,

broke up twice,

created arsonism,

burned stuff,

bought zippos

wasted $$,

arsonism falls apart,

3/5th of arsonism gets busted,

start magic,

amaze people with levitation,

go into card and coin tricks,

totally astonish people,

made a deal with someone,

buy gaff deck from ellusionist,

performed tricks,

lev cards around,

have small kids think im the devil

and most importantly......i still hate everyone. yay!

The Family Stone

2005-12-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

today...went to watch fam stone with deb, matt, audrey, amanda, authur and some other pple.
on the way to eunos, a little girl in the the train was watching me levitate cards around. so she said "mommy, how does he do that?" and her mum said " never mind". and they got off at the next station. wtf. poeple seriously dont like magic.
anyway. got there early enough. waited awhile and saw matt and audrey. waited even longer... met debbie, and went off.
met everyone else, ate sushi. did some tricks, went to movie.
fam stone was nice. but very cheesey. not "cheese" cheesey, just....cheesey.
after that walked abit, took some pics, and went home.

And When Im Gone, Just Carry On, Don't Mourn.

Rejoice Every Time You Hear The Sound Of My Voice.

Just Know That, I'm Looking Down On You Smiling

Why Do I Have To Do This

2005-12-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

This Lame Thing Is Brought To You With Compliments From Debs

in no particular order, list down-
3 people you talk to online,
4 people you see in school,
2 teachers,
3 people you love going out with
& 3 people in your sms inbox.
1.Lynette
2.Debbie
3.Matt Chen
4.Mike Sung
5.Chris Oh
6.Ryan Po
7.Kelvin Koh
8.Mr. Lim
9.Mdm Phua
10.Kish
11.Nat
12.Jon
13.No Phone...
14.No Phone...
15.No Phone...

What do you think of 4? He's a...perv?

How would you feel if 4 slapped you? Dunno? I'd kick his balls though..

How nice is 6? COUGH COUGH! HACK HACK! lets not talk about that shall we..?

On a scale of 1 to 10 rate how good looking 5 is: err.... 0? but he looks like a hamster

Would you ever fall for 11? He's a Dude.

If 8 got into an accident, what would you do? agrivate him?

What sport would you play with 12? err.....Paintball?

What if 1 got a boyfriend? I'd rather not talk about that either...

Do you hate 9? YES! with utmost loathing!

How much do you like 2? ......

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple? Kelvin And No one.... bet they'de be great

Will 14 kill you one day? Yea. A lack of phone will kill me

Who do you like more, 13 or 7? Kelvins a good friend. i hate having no phones.

What A Bore...

2005-12-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

today.....woke up damn early.....7 smthin. decided to go to macs for no reason. so i snuck outta the house...went to Siglap Macs. surprise surprise, i find one of my old pri school friends. so we eat and slack.
by the time i got home it was 9 smthin. lucky i got in just before everyone was waking up.
now its nearly 12 and im bored like shit......i wanna go out. but no cash. damn.

ANOTHER FORCED POST

2005-12-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

today..........debbie attempted to eat various parts of my body.
i also ran about in the rain. didnt have bananas to eat out there;... so me and my neighbour just sat there and slack in the rain.
barney is evil.
cookie monster rocks.
so does that dude who lives in garbage.

A Forced Post

2005-12-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

HERE! IM HERE POSTING AND UPDATING! HAH!
now barney cant kill me... :P
theres been much happening since my last post. my direction towards magic has become clear. and now its over taken arsonism! well...sorta.
on other news....
my christmas wishlist has TOTALLY BEEN BOMED! too expensive...
THERE! IVE UPDATED! HAPPY? haha

bored..

2005-11-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting at the com. My mum enters the room, tells me shes gonna clean the downstairs cupboard in 10 mins and falls asleep on my bed.
ok. so i leave her alone and blast rock from the speakers.
10 mins later i wake her up. shes says my bed is very comfy and wants to sleep for 10 mins more...
its been 30 mins since she said that..... shes still there refusing to get up. and im here blasting Swinging The Dead.

You can tell that im bored...
I guess I'll try to wake her up now...

Kiddie Camp

2005-11-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

I've learnt one thing in the last 48 hours...... If little kids are our future..we're history.
I was at my aunts "Eager Bever"(thats a tuition centre thingy) camp thing for pri school kids, helping out. It was really fun. There was rock climbing, fencing, ect, ect.
The pri 4 kids i took care of were very VERY VERY sick... they were talking about gays, bi-sexuals and a hell lotta other stuff. But, i managed to shut them up by showing them a few card tricks. Kids are gullible...
OH...its really entertaining to see pri 2 kids fencing. they run towards each other and *POKE* WAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!. haha. yes, im sadistic.
Daniel was there too helping out too. AND there was this gal......she helping out too.quite chio...but sec 1. and AS WHITE AS ME! WTF???. is that possible....hahaha.

Kiddie Camp
Walk walk,
stumble , stumble,
watch those little kids walking through,
roller bags, parents nag
amazing how some resemble you.

cry cry
weep weep
the kids are boarding the bus
happy faces, untied laces
go to rock climbing they must.

right...after that i decided i wouldnt write rhymes bout the camp...

Fear

2005-11-12T01:46:00.000+08:00

I had a sudden intrest in the term, "fear" after watching Batman Begins, hence the blog.
Not much is going on in my life nowadays. Just finished PLTC, which by the way, was quite fun (cept for the lectures).

All Star- Smash Mouth (one of the most frequently sung songs during PLTC.)

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kinda dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead.
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming,
Fed you the rules and I hit the ground running.
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the backstreets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play.
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid.
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the media men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture
The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars...
Somebody once asked, "Could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place"
I said yep, what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change.
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed you the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the backstreets
You'll never know if you don't go....go
You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold

SPLAT!

2005-11-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

i really, really dont know what im doing with my life now.. its like... after that "thing" i dont know what happens now... totally SPLAT! inner demons gone. but i still feel as if i have a thousand tonne load on my shoulders. for some fucked up reason i still havent gotten over her. and i dont think i can... arghhh! CONFUSED!!
teenage life sucks.

Kenneth v.s Freddy v.s Jason

2005-11-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

lifes improved slightly.... not much though, still hate it. ALOT

oh sweeeeeet. just finished watching freddy v.s jason. to evil horror movies mashed into one big epic.... WHOA! lets compare Freddy and Jason.
Excecution Methods
Freddy: enters dreams and plays mind games WUSS!
Jason: DIE DIE DIE!!! BLOOD EVERYWHERE! GORE! (1 point)

Weapon Of Choice
Freddy: five claws attatched to right hand glove. creative (1 point)
Jason: big machete. wait.,. screw that. HUGE MACHETE. too direct

Cool things
Freddy: Evil, Sick, twisted sense of humor (1 point)
Jason: Pure Silence

Disguises
Freddy: none. just one sucky burned face
Jason: Worn out hockey mask (1 point)

Clothes
Freddy: one fucked up green and red jumper
Jason: Trench Coat( 1 Point)

total : Freddy 2 points, Jason 3 points
yay! jason kicks ass, well.... cuts ass more like.

Devils Rejects

2005-11-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

hah.... yet again, the sad life decends down upon me. life sucks to the max. shouldn't have told her anyway...
on happier note, that decision was inner demon number 4. so im alright with the progress of lifting the load off my shoulders.. but ironicly, with every problem i solve, it seems more problems are jumping on the "come-on-lets-kill-kenneth" wagon. like i said... life sucks.
It seems as if even after i finish big problem number 8, I'll have to face the thousands of seemingly irrelavent problems which will un-doubtedly kill me. I'll take my chances. Theres nothing else to live for anyway.

life sucks alot
heart break hurts like spikey trees
gotta keep it all in
happiness dies in the deep dark sea

i know you'd like me to wait
wait till the maggots eat my face
wait till i'm dead and gone
hope im gone from this fucking place

Im Back

2005-09-30T22:26:00.000+08:00

hah.... Im actually updating my blog about my personal life.
ok... im done. thats all... my life is boring

2005-09-23T22:01:00.001+08:00

Down in the workshop all the elves were makin' toys
For the good Gentile girls and the good Gentile boys
When the boss busted in nearly scared em half to death
Had a rifle in his hands and cheap whiskey on his breath
From his beard to his boots he was covered with ammoLike a big fat drunk disgruntled Rambo
And he smiled as he said with a twinkle in his eye,"Merry Christmas to all... now you're all gonna die!"

The night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nick went insane
Realized he'd been gettin' a raw deal
Something finally must have snapped in his brain
Well, the workshop is gone now he decided to bomb it
Everywhere you'll find pieces of Cupid and Comet
And he tied up his helpers and he held the elves hostage
And he ground up poor Rudolph into reindeer sausage
He got Dancer and Prancer with an old German Luger
And he slashed up Dasher just like Freddie Krueger
And he picked up a flamethrower and he barbequed Blitzen
And he took a big bite and said, "It tastes just like chicken!"

The night Santa went crazy
The night Kris Kringle went nuts
Now you can hardly walk around the North Pole
Without steppin' in reindeer guts

There's the National Guard and the FBI
There's a van from the Eyewitness News
And helicopters circlin' 'round in the sky
And the bullets are flyin', the body count's risin'
And everyone's dyin' to know, oh Santa, why?
My my my You used to be such a jolly guy

Now Santa's doing time
In a federal prison for his infamous crime
Hey, little friend, now don't you cry no more tears
He'll be out with good behavior in 700 more years
But now Vixen's in therapy, and Donner's still nervous
And the elves all got jobs working for the postal service
And they say Mrs. Claus, she's on the phone every night
With her lawyer negotiating the movie rights

They're talkin' 'bout the night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nicholas flippedBroke his back for some milk and cookies
Sounds to me like he was tired of gettin' slipped

the night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nick went insane
Realized he'd been gettin' a raw deal
Something finally must have snapped in his brain
something finally must have snapped in his brain
Tell ya, something finally must have snapped... in his brain

2005-08-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

meet robo cow
created by the sick and twisted mind of Michael Sung, drawn according to Jeremy Lim specification, and brought to life by me.

updating my blog..... i have decided to take away the password as everyone is dull and retarded and therefore, cant solve the riddle...

EXAMS COMMING!!!!!!!!!! study study study study.... dont think i can manage.... bleah. ive become more bored than usual. so bored that i'm finally here updating my blog. Arghh.... someone save me from boredom. being grounded sucks...

Save Ginny Weasly
Are you scared to walk through the hall ways,
Are you worried that the spiders run away,
Are you petrified of being petrified?
Are we going to have to save the school again?

We got to save Ginny Weasly from the Basilisk,
We got to save the school from that unseen horror,
We got to save Ginny Weasly from the Basilisk,
We got to save the school again.

Its been freaking out all the kids,
It even took out Ms Norris,
Ate up the film in Colin's camera,
And petrified our friend Hermione Granger

We got to save Ginny Weasly from the Basilisk,
We got to save the school from that unseen horror,
We got to save Ginny Weasly from the Basilisk,
We got to save the school again.

You cant take my best friends sister,
You cant take my best friends sister,
You cant take my best friends sister,
Get away from her!

We got to save Ginny Weasly from the Basilisk,
We got to save the school from that unseen horror,
We got to save Ginny Weasly from the Basilisk,
We got to save the school again,
To save the school again

cow politics

2005-07-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

-COW POLITICS-

FEUDALISM:
You have two cows. Your lord takes some of the milk.

PURE SOCIALISM:
You have two cows. The government takes them and puts them in a barn with everyone else's cows. You have to take care of all the cows. The government gives you as much milk as you need.

BUREAUCRATIC SOCIALISM:
You have two cows. The government takes them and puts them in a barn with everyone else's cows. They are cared for by ex-chicken farmers. You have to take care of the chickens the government took from the chicken farmers. The government gives you as much milk and as many eggs as the regulations say you should need.

FASCISM:
You have two cows. The government takes both, hires you to take care of them, and sells you the milk.

PURE COMMUNISM:
You have two cows. Your neighbors help you take care of them, and you all share the milk.

RUSSIAN COMMUNISM:
You have two cows. You have to take care of them, but the government takes all the milk.

NAZI: You have two cows. The Nazis shoot you and take your cows.

DICTATORSHIP:
You have two cows. The government takes both and shoots you.

SINGAPOREAN DEMOCRACY:
You have two cows. The government fines you for keeping two unlicensed farm animals in an apartment.

MILITARISM:
You have two cows. The government takes both and drafts you.

PURE DEMOCRACY:
You have two cows. Your neighbors decide who gets the milk.

REPRESENTATIVE DEMOCRACY:
You have two cows. Your neighbors pick someone to tell you who gets the milk.

AMERICAN DEMOCRACY:
The government promises to give you two cows if you vote for it. After the election, the president is impeached for speculating in cow futures. The press dubs the affair "Cowgate".

BRITISH DEMOCRACY:
You have two cows. You feed them sheeps' brains and they go mad. The government doesn't do anything.

BUREAUCRACY:
You have two cows. At first the government regulates what you can feed them and when you can milk them. Then it pays you not to milk them. After that it takes both, shoots one, milks the other and pours the milk down the drain. Then it requires you to fill out forms accounting for the missing cows.

ANARCHY:
You have two cows. Either you sell the milk at a fair price or your neighbors try to kill you and take the cows.

CAPITALISM:
You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull.

HONG KONG CAPITALISM:
You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at the bank, then execute a debt/equity swap with associated general offer so that you get all four cows back, with a tax deduction for keeping five cows. The milk rights of six cows are transferred via a Panamanian intermediary to a Cayman Islands company secretly owned by the majority shareholder, who sells the rights to all seven cows' milk back to the listed company. The annual report says that the company owns eight cows, with an option on one more. Meanwhile, you kill the two cows because the fung shui is bad.

ENVIRONMENTALISM:
You have two cows. The government bans you from milking or killing them.

FEMINISM:
You have two cows. They get married and adopt a veal calf.

TOTALITARIANISM:
You have two cows. The government takes them and denies they ever existed. Milk is banned.

COUNTER CULTURE:
Wow, dude, there's like... these two cows, man. You got to have some of this milk.

SURREALISM:
You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons.

LIBERAL:
You have two cows.
Your neighbor has none.
You feel guilty for being successful.
Instead of giving your neighbor one of your cows, you write to your
congressman, demanding that he pass legislation for more government
programs to help your neighbor get a cow. You hold a concert to raise
awareness for the cow-lessness. Barbara Streisand sings for the cow-less, who
couldn't attend because ticket prices are so expensive that only people
with 3 or 4 cows can afford to attend. You wear a ribbon that signifies
that you care about cowless people, even though you really haven't done
anything to help them at all.

CONSERVATIVE

You have two cows.
Your neighbor has none.
So?

COMMUNIST

You have two cows.
The government seizes both and provides you with milk.
You wait in line for hours to get it.
It is expensive and sour.

FRENCH CORPORATION

You have two cows.
You go on strike because you want three cows.
You go to lunch and drink wine.
Life is good.

JAPANESE CORPORATION

You have two cows.
You redesign them so they are one tenth the size of an ordinary cow and
produce twenty times the milk. They learn to travel on unbelievably
crowded trains. Most are at the top of their class at cow school.

GERMAN CORPORATION

You have two cows.
You engineer them so they are all blond, drink lots of beer, give
excellent quality milk, and run a hundred miles an hour. Unfortunately they
also demand 13 weeks of vacation per year.

ITALIAN CORPORATION

You have two cows but you don't know where they are.
While ambling around, you see a beautiful woman.
You break for lunch.
Life is good.

RUSSIAN CORPORATION

You have two cows.
You have some vodka.
You count them and learn you have four cows.
You have some more vodka.
You count them again and learn you have eight cows.
The Mafia shows up and takes over however many cows you really have.

CALIFORNIAN

You have a cow and a bull.
The bull is depressed.
It has spent its life living a lie.
It goes away for two weeks.
It comes back after a taxpayer-paid sex-change operation.
You now have two cows.
One makes milk; the other doesn't.
You try to sell the transgender cow.
Its lawyer sues you for discrimination.
You lose in court.
You sell the milk-generating cow to pay the damages.
You now have one rich, transgender, non-milk-producing cow.
You change your business to beef.
PETA pickets your farm.
Jesse Jackson makes a speech in your driveway.
Cruz Bustamante calls for higher farm taxes to help "working cows."
Hillary Clinton calls for the nationalization of 1/7 of your farm "for the children."
Gray Davis signs a law giving your farm to Mexico.
The L.A. Times quotes five anonymous cows claiming you groped their teats.
You declare bankruptcy and shut down all operations.
The cow starves to death.
The L.A. Times' analysis shows your business failure is Bush's fault.

2005-07-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

wow.. some more quizes...

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Genius Mathematician.

Where You Lived: Mexico.

How You Died: The Plague.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

thats strange...

Your Japanese Name Is...

Toshi Genji

What's your Japanese Name?

cool.......

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Birthdate: March 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.

The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.

Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.

You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.

It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Kenneth's Aliases

Your star wars name is Krenseb

Your punk rock band name is The Depressed Cube

The Amazing Meganame Generator

2005-07-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hm......for some reason, i was bored and decided to do a whole bunch of harry potter quizzes. so here are the results

You are definately Ron! You are lucky cuz you got
the looks, the sense of humor, AND a nice
personality! If you are a guy I absolutely
would LOVE you!

!!! The Ultimate Harry Potter Character Quiz !!!
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Which Harry Potter Pet Are You?
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You're in Gryffindor! Congrats!

Harry Potter Sorting
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Remus Lupin, Defence Against the Dark Arts.

Harry Potter Quiz: Which Hogwarts Professor Are You?
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You are most like Lord Voldemort. You have your
ambitions set and go by your own rules. You
store many talents and are very clever. You
have traits of leadership. (Rate my quiz)

(With Pictures)Which Harry Potter villian are you out of the first five books? Click here to see.
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A Harry Potter Quiz: Which Death Eater Are You?
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Moony

Harry Potter - Which Marauder Are You?
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You could be an Auror!

You like to jump into the fight against evil feet
first, and your first thought is always to keep
the Dark Wizards at bay. It's not an easy job
to get--you have to be smart, dedicated, and
brave, and they don't take just anyone, so
knuckle down and get those N.E.W.T.s!

For more information, contact Auror Headquarters at
Level Two in the Ministry of Magic.

Harry Potter Career Advice
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2005-07-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

I wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink,
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you

2005-07-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

yet another poem i wrote in my "full of krap" file

life would be meaningless
if it wasnt for my friends
i would need to be cut
like a loose end
i would die of boredom
if not for you guys
i'd be lonesome
i know most of the time i act like a jerk
have mood swings
mope around and not do work
i just wanna let you guys know
that you cheer me up
when i'm feeling low

2005-07-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

ignorence is truly bliss.

i choose to ignore the fact that i will problably get run over by a car while jaywalking across a busy main road ,and walk across it (nearly died.but fortunately i had just seen the vatican art
thing, so no big deal)

i choose to ignore the fact that i will fall down and hurt myself if i try to rail slide down a flight of stairs 4 floors up and try to do it anyway. ( i think i twisted my ankle after i fell on the second rail down)

i choose to ignore the fact that my mp3 will be confiscated if i listen to it in class and do it anyway.( it never got confiscated)

i choose to ignore the fact that i will get caught if i jump off the 1st floor main staircase of st pats and land in the prayer corner. ( it hurt. but i wasnt caught)

i choose to ignore the fact that i've read the da vinci code a 100 times and read it again

I do stupid stuff. dont try it at home. try it at school or smthing. just not at home. the floor will get dirty.

2005-06-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

-Stress-
sitting here with my head in my hands
thoughts are straying out of my head like sand
i'm stressed out
practically ripping out my hair
why does everyone look this way and stare?

work is shunned upon me
can i take it anymore?
should i just flee?
why does my head keep feeling so sore
am i about to faint from the pressure
and fall to the floor

stress is the thing that makes me feel this way
why cant i just make it disappear
just fly away

down the dark path i go,
going to fast, cant go slow
should i just sit and laugh?
and incur God's wrath?

life tends to be hard in times like this
but i try to ignore it
cause ignorance is bliss

what i need now is a helping hand
someone to accept me for who i am.
not for the jerk i pretend to be
but the person inside that none can see.

2005-06-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

ok. fine... maybe i was wrong.. but life still sucks

2005-06-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happiness is a bummer

The purpose of life is to end.
To go back from where we were sent
what about the purpose of happiness?
what purpose does happiness hold?
one wonders what truth lies below.
It in-fact leads to the inevitable truth
one that has no need for proof
that the purpose of our happiness is,
the adrenaline rush that is to come with
the fall that no one with a helping hand can lend.
in truth the purpose of happiness is to end.

krap.

well........ A few days ago life was looking up. Got off work, able to use the com for awhile and all that stuff. Then, the obvious downside dropped on me like a bloody ton of bricks. i think she's with someone else. So here I am telling this lifeless computer screen how I'm feeling really stupid. That's all for today.

2005-06-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

blog updates are a waste of time. yet i update my blog.

hah.

Whats Going on.

2005-06-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

What's going on in a world filled with pain?
Where's the love for which we pray?
What's going onwhen our children can't play,
homeless can't eat?
There's gotta be a better way
What's going on
when we politically blind,
can't see the signs
of endangered times?
What's going on?

tell me what's goin' on in the world today?
I'd rather be dead than turn my head away
We got a first world vision
too comfy to lift our hands in the air
and cry for a switch

What's going on 'cross the seas?
Every minute a child dies by this disease
In record numbers, indeed
Got mommas crying out, please my baby, hold on
My child ain't done nothing wrong
Still I want to holla,
ask them why they don't bother
Oh no, oh no
Make me turn to my father
Ask him why they all got a
trapped soul (trapped soul)

It's a shame our reality is devestating
People praying for a cure,
dying while they're waiting
Ask the Lord for the comfort and the strength to face it
All the kids with dreams
won't get the chance to chase it
Makes me sad
Think about the lives they would've had
Think about the orphan babies got no moms and dads
How can we sit back and not try to make it right?
We gotta come together
We gotta fight for life

Somebody tell me what's going on
We got human beings using humans for a bomb
But everybody wanna live
Don't nobody really wanna die
You feel me right?
I can't be watching people die
and watching people cry
Let me break it down for a minute
If there's enough room here for you and for me
there's plenty of room for some humanity

sigh...........

2005-06-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

so far, this holiday has been crap. been doing work every single damn day. and barely getting enough time to sleep. not that i'm over working myself.. my parents are. and apparently, its 'for my own good'.
as usual, i am bored.
i have been reduced to a pile of meaningless existance which does nothing except eat, sleep, listen to music, do maths, use the com and make card towers. how pathetic. I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!
my life is so depressing. ur lucky that you get to stand at the side lines, point and laugh.

Con camp

2005-06-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

hahaha... con camp was fun..... started off wit some weird tribal group name thing. our group had 6 pple..(mitchell,lynette,sonya,sonia,jonella and me) and for some obsecure reason, we become known as fuzywad.. dont ask.
later tt night, as we were gathered in the hall for a serene bit of prayer, some woman in a mask comes screamin out of no where, followed by some 'king' guy and of course, the girls got scared...
anyway... we had some weird tribal council thing where to groups become one group.
and who did we get? the spastic guys.(jeremy,sean,sean,ryan) So, after much contemplation, we become spastic fuz,learnt the spastic cheer, and for some how, got hooked on to the banana song....
overall, it was a nice camp and definately an improvement from the recent camp christine, which involed alot of walking in deep mud...
soon after comming back from camp, i realised i had a crush on "someone"(not saying who...) which feels really weird...and no, i made a move yet.
haha... i must be getting insane from the lack of going out and having fun...oh well...back to more work now..

no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

1 more day.........1 more day.......to star wars
i can't survive....

FINALLY!!

2005-05-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

mwahhahahahahahahahahaha.
plz excuse the evil laughter... the exams have just finished and i feel that i have to express my happiness.
so... now begins the 2 day holiday which stupidly does not coincide with the premire of star wars ep III. must use jedi mind tricks on mr. lak more often.
nt much to write now...

blah blah blah

2005-05-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

these few weeks have been quite busy.... studying for Mid Year and stuff.(yeah right..)

Our great trainie teacher left us. first of all, our entire class didnt know he was a trainie,and second, we were sad to see him go and have stupid smelly breath china man come back. For that short amount of time, i was actually enjoying chinese. now i guess i'll go back to slacking....

The amount of critisism which i'm getting from everyone is doing wonders for my self esteem. "your gonna fail your mid term", "haha! you suck"<-- (i get this daily from Kelvin) "guess who has a handphone.. NOT YOU! hahaha" and other stupid stuff like that. i am getting highly irritated, but, i'll take Yoda's advice on this. " meditate on this case, i will" i have finally gotten my allowance. yay! saving it up for Star Wars Ep. mwahahhahaha.

15 days to the star wars premire... 15 DAYS *twitch twitch* can't wait that long....
hahahaha, i'll stil go watch it even though i know exactly whats going to happen..(when i say exactly, i mean EXACTLY.... i have my sources.)

*spolier* BEWARE!!!

damn....General Grevious is killed by obi wan by use of HIS OWN blaster. stupid grevious.

2005-04-02T11:20:00.000+08:00

ok.... hope tis post works....
hello. testing one two three....
ok then. it works.
finally have gotten my blog back online and working... ok back to the post
the week has gone well.....amazingly....somewho i snese that danger will creep up from behind me,eat up all my guts and drink on my blood. mwahahahahaha. oops... evil imagination getting out of hand. anywayz....... my sister stupidly ran away from home yesterday. but the way she did it was PRO. i wasnt home yet, my mum just left the house, so everyone thought she left wit my mum. hahaha...... but, we found her 4-5 hrs later walking around Bedok.
on the bright side.........
yesterday was april fools day, fooled lots and lots of people wit simple tricks. really fun. too bad i didnt bring my joy buzzer or Mr Lak's hair would have been burnt by now.stupid mark brought a bomb bag and didnt use it. such a waste.
on the brighter side.............
i'm still a councilor. yay! michael is sore... but has fortuately taken my advice and begged to go back to the council. which he has. he now owes me a favour. oh yeah.... i'm goin for the peer leader interview thingy....dunno which idiot went to sign me up for it. anyway..... even if i dont become a peer leader, i still get to keep my councilor post and terrify the little sec ones at next years orentation camp with ghost stories.mwahahahahahahhahaha.
on the dark side...............
darth vader came over yesterday and asked me to join him again.i told him for the millionth time that i had my own dark side and didnt want to join his dark side. he got all sore and had some asthmatic problem. luckily i sent him to the hospital fast enough.
o yeah. the grim reaper and the devil came over for lunch. had loads of fun.

damn.

2005-03-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch robots wit kelvin.
funny show.
lots of laughs.

today i feel depressed for no reason
stupid mood swings.

ANGER FREE STYLING

2005-03-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

kraper
i puke eat you and freak you/battle/i'm too weak to hit you/the only key that i see to defeat you/would be for me to remove these useless idiots and freak you/force feed you/shrink you/till a racoon could eat you/ i lift you off your feet so fast/you go round house/you'd think i pulled a rung from underneath you/i aint tripping/geez/ i'm a cannibal/i aint trying to shoot you/i'm trying ta chop you into pieces and eat you/wrap you in broken glass/have you in open gases/strike up smokin matches/blowing asses/black magic/guns and daggers/blow up the planet/till i'm spitting out your ashes/i'm so bannanas/showin up at your open casket/to fill it full with explosive gases/and close it back with the lid matching it/sit back and throw a match in it/blow you to fragments/laugh/roll you and smoke your ashes.

you analyse the strength of your game/i even more so/call me an ass with a knife to my torso/of course you know/ i'm no stranger to danger/feel the entire range of my anger/breath down so hard you can see the sound/beat down these rap clowns in like three rounds/i come round/sharp as a dagger/walk with no swagger/tie you to the back of a black jaguar/and i drag ya/ten blocks/untie ya and i kill ya/give you a shot in the ass and six rounds in your facer/my rap is a deep and dark as a tunnel/ yours is f***ed up like using the wrong end of a funnel/everyday i grow older and even more colder/drown you in avacados/and roll you over with a boulder/i know you wanna retaliate/but you wont dare/alkways thinkin about shit like you dont care/

damn

2005-03-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

damn..... b'day today..... i got whacked up just as i expected.... whole class gang up on me and whack me. overall, i kena birthday bash over 100 times.... my back hurts.*ouch* whole back red..... mark koh hasnt whacked me yet....2mrw gt ssvp. i'll see him there.get the plasters ready.... i'm gonna get a late b'day present..

exam over liao...

2005-03-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

krap is happy

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
exam over.posting tis um....a day after exams.
anyways...
got my eng and science back...
english was good...19/30 (stupid compo...)
science is officially my fav subject now! 24/30 2nd in class.... (the new guy beat me by 0.5... damn.)
b'day 2mrw........ i for sure die.... birthday bash...(whack the person according to how old he is).. 14 whacks frm mark koh..... die.

exams

2005-02-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

the kraper is worried.... veri worried

o crap...... exams commin.. barely studied....die.
today went fine... like yesterday. every day in which Lim teng hong(form teacher) doesnt come is a good day. but there was geog today....... damn it. nearly didnt finish geog hw.haha. as i speak.. or type there are people in school doing the work. mwahahahahaha. suckers.
exams 2mrw........ die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die. RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Valentines day

2005-02-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

Kr@per feels like a whole bundle of weird emotions
*sigh*.......
nothin to celebrate.....
sad..........

just lose it

2005-02-04T17:03:00.000+08:00

The Kr@pEr feels that you stink.

Now this is the part where the rap breaks down/It's really intense no one makes a sound/Everything looks like it's "8 Mile" now/The beat comes back and everybody lose yourself and/snap back to reality look it's B Rabbit/And you signed me up to battle?I'm a grown man/Chuba chuba chuba chuba chuba chuba chuba/ I don't have any lines to go right here so/Chuba chuba chuba fellas/ what? /fellas /what?/Grab you left nut, make right one jealous/ what?/Black girls, white girls, skinny girls, fat girls, tall girls, small girls/I'm calling all girls/Everyone report to the dance floor/It's your chance for a little romentor/Butt squeezin' /it's the season/Just go... (aah aah aah aah)It's so appealing.

thats the Kr@pEr's fave part of just lose it

ARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

2005-02-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

The [Kr@pEr] feels like crap.]

the world sux. i hate it. i hate my class. i hate CERTAIN prefects. i hate life. i hate you. i hate me.i hate everybody

do you hate me for hating you? yes? well.. too bad. @#$% off.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2005-01-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

I have officialy been labeled the evil guy by a class mate. evil is my middle name.
hm.... Kenneth 'Evil' Foo.... doesn't sound too bad...

Evil rulz Good Droolz

WTF!!!!!!!

2005-01-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

ok..... first off. ryan.
it all started when i innocently clicked on his link frm geralds blog. i veiwed his blog and left a message askin " eh... ryan y nver tell me u gt blog?" den, soon after,he tells gerald to take his link off his blog. den, an idiot named passerby goes to his blog n poses as me n curses ryan. so i gt in trouble. unfortunately for him, "passerby" states clearly that he has a handphone. which i clearly do nt have. hah! in ur face. so i'm cleared of all charges.
now i made a rap out of it.

one day i was on the net/found a blog /yeah/i was all set/to enter it ya'll/no matter how big or how small/flat, curled up, or as round as a ball/

it was a blog/belongin to ryan/a prefect who made fun of those n makin em cryin /i viewed it/left a message/clicked 'x'/ n i left//not knowin this message would create a feelin of unrest

soon later gerald got note from mr.jet setter/this is how it went/although not letter by letter./yo gerald please remove my link from your blog/or i'll make sure you become a fat and totally/ugly hog/but gerald/not sure of the reason/didn't remove the link/cause everythin
in his head was all even

a week or two later/gerald talked to me/concerning that "hater"
askin me if i was "passerby"/he said with a sigh/tagin on ryans doodle board/makin him so sad till he cry

'course at that moment/i was confused and befundled/plus i was real startled/that someone was actin as me/ holy crap!/boom bang shit barcel!

yet again i went to veiw ryans blog/thinkin all 'bout/that id i otic slog/looked through the messages/ n i was so startled/this passerby was evil/worse than a myrtle!/

lucky for me/ he had made a mistake/said i had a hand phone/a fact thats so fake/so now i am cleared/no need to be weird/have good night ya'll/even to the guy with a beard.

yay! my first rap

wow every thing points to me being artemis fowl

2005-01-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

You are Artemis Fowl. You are evil, but you don't
want to rule the world.

from wich book are you?????????????????????????????
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WHICH CHARACTER ARE YOU?
You are ARTEMIS FOWL
As one of life's go-getters you clearly use your brain-power to get ahead. Other people often think you're a bit square, but you know better. One day you'll be smart enough to take on the world!

You are Artemis Fowl! You are the meanest,
cruellest and most evil boy that ever lived!
Your hobbies include hacking into computers and
stealing gold from faries! A human genius, you
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what you are (but world domination wouldn't go
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HAHAHAHA

2005-01-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

click the right mouse button. i dare u. go on press it. wahahahahahahaha

my blog is screwed

2005-01-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

arrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh mi blog is in peril!!!!!!!!

two things to be happy about

2005-01-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

two things to be happy about: 1st singapore vs indonesia football.. right now its singapore 3 indonesia 0

2nd new blog layout.........

::

2005-01-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Athena

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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hahahahahaha

2005-01-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

kenneth feels happy
i found this cool quiz website..... so i'm gonna post quizzes in this post. wheeeeeee!!

Your a Vampire! Maybe a tad goth...your obsessed
with the night. Maybe Killing the living,
Sucking the blood off the innocent. You my
friend are the deadliest creature out there.

Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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you're an angel of death and destruction. you like
hurting others and chaos.

what kind of angel are you?
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So much for happy new year..

2004-12-31T09:27:00.000+08:00

"happy" new years eve........
death toll:123,188
damn the tsunamis

Victims

2004-12-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to the Asia Tsunami victims. may you Rest In Peace

.

2004-12-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

went to the cathecishm beach thingy today....... veri veri veri bored... i hate having so few friends in class. my feet hurt and i'm bored.
schools commin! run for your lives!

X'MAS IZ COMMIN

2004-12-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

kEnNeTh is happy
merry christmas and all that crap. went shoppin with the family yesterday. shopped frm 10am to 7pm. by the time we were finished i was practicaly dying. today i gt my christmas present. an mp3. yay!

veri xian....

2004-12-21T13:15:00.000+08:00

kEnNeTh FEELS BORED

woke up late....
still feel sleepy.....
laze around ....
listen to music....
blog....
Goin to eat lunch....
afterwards maybe use com or sleep...

today

2004-12-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

kEnNeTh feels like crap

ok.. today gerald helped me fix my screwed up blog. yay for gerald.
and i'm still sick. i feel like crap. ARRGH!!! and christmas is so damn near!!!!!!! arrrrrrrrgh! !!

...

2004-12-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

kEnNeTh feels happy

LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG time nver update......... 3 months already sia... wtf. anyway.. i found this. read it. its true. exept for the screaming for help part. i dont scream for help

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Strength
In a survival situation, you:	Scream for help
Your hidden talent is:	Adaptability
Your gift is:	Athletic ability
In groups, you:	Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:	Your sensuality
Your weakness is:	Your antisocial nature

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>kEnNeTh< the psycologist is in!

2004-10-01T13:04:00.000+08:00

kEnNeTh has no comment

Kill 2 birds with one stone.............. You and me against Aaron

quoted from a conversation between Jeremy( jenny wa wa) and Gerard Pek 'jenny wa wa said it'

kEnNeTh
well jeremy. it seems to me that you are refering to you and pek as birds and Aaron as a stone. there for aaron kills you. theis plainly means that you and gerard are retarded. please seek some mental help or such.

this weeks mishaps

2004-09-26T13:05:00.000+08:00

kEnNeTh feels ALRIGHT

as i promised, this weeks mishaps.........
Wednesday---- as usual, evil teachers, evil pple
Thursday------ tuition( everyone knows that tuition is evil)
Friday--------- evil teachers, evil pple
Saturday------ Did work... for those who don't know... work = evil

Im BACK!!!

2004-09-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

hey ya pple! i'm back after the horrible encounter with bad marks during the hols...
probly not 4 long...promo exams commin... GAK!!!!!!
wats been happenin?lets review
MONDAY- oral(sucked)
TUESDAY- got accused cause some idiots were shooting pellets all over the class
i will keep you updated on this weeks mishaps.
>KeNnEtH<>

Exams.....

2004-08-20T10:46:00.000+08:00

STUPID EXAMS! put me off the com for 1 whole week! dammit. but who cares. i'm back! yeah!
now about my exams.......
english----um... ok
science----easy!
chinese---- go on. guess! DIE!!!!!!!!!!
maths-----easy compared to my other exams.
history-----die!!!!!!
lit--- --ok lah.....
dnt------ok.......
geog------..............

FiNaLlY

2004-08-10T02:21:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha!!! 2.21pm. tuesday. i finished my blog! hahahahahahaha!
(outburst of laughter) =P